Many people at my school comes to me for Christ-like advice. Do I question why me? No. I just accept that is where God needs me to help out so I just give them advice.
I recently went through a emotional time. I tried out for the school play, and didn't get the part that I wanted. I prayed to God asking that He just let me do the very best that I could...And He did.
But throughout auditions and casting a really close friend of mine reminded me not to be mad at God. Ok, so maybe acting isn't one of my talents, but singing is. God gives me the courage to get up on stage at Church and at school and to sing and worship Him. So why should I be mad at God??? She told me, "No Matter what happens in the end... Always remember your Gods Girl and No one can ever change that."
I have realized in life that not everyone has the same talents and were like that for a reason... God made us to all be unique. So while I was so upset about not getting the part that I wanted God just sent a message and He said, "If I had made you just like everyone else that did get the lead parts then you wouldn't be the person that I know you are."
I got to thinking about it and No, I don't want to be like everyone else, I want to stand out like God made and wanted me to. I don't have to have every talent in the world to be me. God gave me the ability to sing, dance, and give advice. There is probably a whole list of what God did and didn't give me that I haven't figured out but that I will find out in life sooner or later.
So No, I am not that perfect Christian girl that I want to be but God doesn't want me to be perfect.... He just wants me to be me.
